One of those days.

Well today is one of those days when I wish I could just hire a maid to do all the housework for me. I love my husband and son, but those two are the biggest slobs ever. Well.. Maybe not the biggest slobs ever, but still, you get the idea.
I'm a full week into summer semester and just loathing the idea of school during the summer, but at least it's the last summer I will have to take classes. I really wish I was done with school. I wish that I had started right out of high school. But I did everything backwards. I had a kid, got married, and then decided to go to college. Oh well, no changing it now.
I wish I had at least decided on the correct major to begin with. I started off with accounting, thinking that would make the big bucks, but that was boring, then I decided to try an arts degree, but who am I kidding? What kind of a job am I going to get with an arts degree that I will enjoy? So here I am trying to finish up my pre-requisites to get into the education program. If I would have started off on that path I'd only have 3 semesters left of school instead of 5. 
I really want to quit smoking too. But here's the thing. I know I should quit, I know it's bad for my health, I know it's disgusting, I know it's expensive, and I want to quit, but at the same time, I don't want to. I know that probably doesn't make any sense, but whatever.  
I wish I could find some sort of motivation to light the fire under my ass so that I could get the things done that I need to do to get what and where I want in life. 
Well back to the housework.